1.31.2015

Promise Me

The Angels in the stars
Are undoubtedly exhilarated
When you come to the realization that 
you are enough

Promise me
That in a world of sporadic dismay & feats
You will never forget
To look up

x Madeleine

1.28.2015

Saturday.

I've never seen a wedding before. Sure, I've been planning mine since I came out of the womb, but I have never been to a wedding. When I was ten I had a composition notebook titled "Wedding Journal" I was obviously creative with my words. I printed out & taped grainy black and white photos of wedding dresses and bouquets; fit for Cinderella herself. Years later, and I'm still caught in that same trance. 
With that in mind, I can't fully express to you in any words the way my heart fluttered the day I walked into the temple, and saw a girl holding a purple bouquet. This was a momentous occasion for me. Go ahead, laugh, I am so serious. You'd think I was the one getting married; I was completely enraptured.
Everything exceeded my expectations. 
The groom looked at her like nothing else I have ever seen in my life. 
& She was glowing. You know in movies, when people say "It's like they were the only two people in the world"? That's real! I saw it with my own eyes, and I will never forget it.  In my whole life, I have never seen two happier people.
They were the only two people in the whole wide world.
♡                           ♡                             ♡
When someone asked him a question I couldn't quite make out, he replied "I don't know, I just want to be with her."
Everyone deserves that. Everyone deserves pure, true, head over heels, hand-holding, "I just want to be with them" love.

So I stood there, stealing glances of them & the way he looked at her, when I realized that time had stopped. Under a shimmering chandelier, surrounded by white, time had stopped.

I've been wrong this whole time. Flowing veils and lace dresses are beautiful, and flowers are exciting, but I will never truly understand that feeling until the day when it is my turn. One thousand and one grainy pictures and glue sticks later, I cannot begin to comprehend that feeling.

Someday, I will know what that love feels like. He won't be able to keep his eyes off me, and I won't care about where I'm going, because I'll know that all I need is right in front of me.  
Until then, I'll cherish that day.

 It was a Saturday.
A beautiful, marvelous, lovely Saturday.

xMadeleine

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"Sometimes it's not about a nine page love letter. Sometimes it's just about how she wrote the whole thing in your favorite color."

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